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Thursday, August 28, 2014

Those Inspired by God Inspire Others Part 2


Who INSPIRES you?  How do others INSPIRE you? 

As I was guided on this devotion God gave me a banquet of inspiring individuals.   There were biblical figures like Joseph, David, and Moses.  There were writers like the Apostles Paul and John and C.S. Lewis.  There were local athletes like Becky Hammon who said, "I just first want to thank my Heavenly Father -for none of this would be possible without Him." And there were friends - some who a have passed through the veil of this life into eternity.  One friend recently called me out of the blue.  He sold everything and went on a walk with God.  Backpack strapped to his back and guitar in one hand he obediently walked where God told him to go.  He said, "Jeff, God really took care of me.  I didn't have to sleep one day on the streets."  Now married, he lives in Arizona, has written a book, works at a Christian camp, and enjoys views of the mountains

I find people who INSPIRE others and "awaken" OTHERS to the reality of God's love- are those
who are encouraged and inspired by God.

What do we know of those who INSPIRE us?

  • They are resilient.... they can occasionally be oppressed but WATCH OUT!  They can come back stronger in their faith then before -for they trust in the LORD and their strength comes from the LORD.
  • They have a godly perspective.
  • They are in the Word of God.   They read it and abide in it.  They depend on it.   
  • They pursue what God has put in their hearts regardless to human opinions, ideals and obstacles.
  • They look to God who is their constant help.
  • They seek God for guidance.
  • They know God makes a way where there seems to be no way.  
  •  They see and recognize it's God who appoints whoever He wants to His purpose regardless of human ideals, abilities, traditions or opinions. 
  •  They cannot help but give glory to God for all he does in their life.
  •  They are ambassadors for Christ.  
  • They inspire others in their goodness. 

We as human beings do not produce godly goodness by ourselves.  Godly resilience doesn't come naturally.  Even the Christian hope, love and genuine faith do not come by us naturally.

God is the one who puts that faith in us... does he not?  He gives us that measure of faith that we might seek Him and find Him.

"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." JEREMIAH 29:13


And In Him that seed of faith grows... but if we depart from him we can do nothing good.
  
Jesus said, “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." JOHN 15:5

GOD is LIFE.   HE gives LIFE. 

Jesus said,  “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." JOHN 14:6

Look at this carefully.... You and I without Jesus are miserable creatures.   Without Jesus we do not have eternal salvation in heaven.   Without Jesus we have no way in which to follow.   Without Jesus we have no truth in which to stand and can believe in when in troubles come.  And LIFE of peace and security and fulfillment is always beyond our reach without JESUS.

Without God there is no WAY, there is no TRUTH, and no LIFE.

Jesus is the way.  He is the one who is to guide our lives.  He is our shepherd.   Everything has life through Him.  I have found the truths of God are trustworthy.  They are an anchor to the lives to those who hold on to them.  And they are much deeper and richer and powerful then any one of us can imagine.  They go far beyond what we can see and understand in natural woman or man.   God’s truths are eternal and they are for our souls which are eternal.  That is why we all must understand nothing on this earth can satisfy- for our eternal souls can only be satisfied by what is eternal.

JESUS GIVES LIFE....  HE GIVES HOPE AND INSPIRATION!  HE gives our lives light, goodness and resilience.

Ever say or hear "Be better, do better, get stronger, be more righteous...." that is all useless non-sense without the reassuring godly perspective that comes from a continual relationship with God.   Has the Spirit of God ever fallen short to our sure will power, strength, determination and foolish pride?    
Of course NOT!


Ever smell a delicious warm meal being cooked and prepared?  Would those mouth watering aromas fill the air without being exposed to heat?
 

Does a delicious warm meal cook itself?   Of course not....  It has to be cooked/ exposed to the heat.   It has to be prepared by someone who knows how to cook it.   It is so with our lives.... God has put all the unique ingredients into our being.  God is the master cook.  He knows how to bring out the delicious aromas of our life.  He knows how to make our lives taste good.   He is the one who needs to work through us. 

I was reminded by the Spirit just a second ago of this passage. "Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children; and walk in love, just as Christ also loved you and gave Himself up for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God as a fragrant aroma." Ephesians 5:2

Think about this statement for a moment by Jesus,  "Believe Me that I am in the Father and the Father is in Me; otherwise believe because of the works themselves." JOHN 14:11


What is Jesus saying here?   He and the Father are ONE.   They work TOGETHER. 
Jesus is saying LOOK at the RESULTS of the Father and I as ONE.  What does that say about us and God?  It says we NEED GOD  to be our source of hope and inspiration.  

2 Corinthians says, "For we are the aroma of Christ to God among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing," 2:15


How can we be the aroma of Christ unless we are allowing God to work and inspire our lives?

 
God help us to remain in and abide in His amazing love. 

GOD INSPIRED 

We know the word of God is "inspired by God" but what does "inspired" really mean.

Come with me for a moment to Ezekiel 37.  Think about this for a moment...   Who's words did Ezekiel speak when he spoke to the dry bones that covered the valley floor?  Did he speak his own words or GOD'S WORDS?

  
Ezekiel spoke what God had him speak to the dry bones.  The bones began to rattle and come together..... flesh and muscle covered them.  Ezekiel spoke again what God had him speak ...and breath came into those bodies.  And before Ezekiel knew it there stood a great vast army before Him.

Ezekiel spoke God's words which made those bones come together- covered those bones with muscle and skin and gave those bodies life.

We were headed for death... we were as hopeless and uninspired as those scattered bones.  But when a person spoke what God had told them to speak, what happened to our life that was headed for death?  LIFE!  

   
"For when we brought you the Good News, it was not only with words but also with power, for the Holy Spirit gave you full assurance that what we said was true.  And you know that the way we lived among you was further proof of the truth of our message."  1 THESSALONIANS 1:5 

God wants to INSPIRE US making us productive children of God but sadly we don't give him the time and attention he deserves to inspire us.   Then there is the thought by some that we have everything we need - so why take the time to spend with God but that is erroneous thinking.  Yes we have the Holy Spirit in us, if we have accepted Jesus Christ to be LORD of our life, but have you allowed the roommate of your soul to speak to you and encourage and inspire you?  

Again who is the MASTER cook?  Who can bring out the delicious aromas GOD poured into your soul's make-up when HE created you?  You or God?   Do you know God's plans for you?  Do you know what is to come tomorrow?  God does?  So let HIM prepare and inspire you for what is to come. 

May God be our INSPIRED lives.



Friday, August 22, 2014

May God Inspire You and Me.... Part 1


Have you ever asked God to inspire you?  I mean REALLY inspire you?

Why do people forget or don't ask God for inspiration?

Do people not ask God for inspiration out of some erroneous ideal of independence.... or ignorance... or perception to impress God... Honestly.... can anyone really impress God?     

  Is it because they are shackled in some doctrine, tradition, or human understanding or philosophy?
 
  Does God ever say, "Now that you are saved go do this life alone?  I think NOT... I have read, "I am with you always, even to the end of the age."
 MATTHEW 28:20

Do they feel God is untrustworthy in some way?

But the question that follows, "If we don't trust in God, who do we trust?"

Who do we trust?  Who do we trust to inspire us?  Do we trust in ourselves?  Do we put unhealthy amount of trust in people as if they are to never let us down?  People are people and they are just as fallible as we are.

JEREMIAH 17:5 says: This is what the LORD says: "Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who draws strength from mere flesh and whose heart turns away from the LORD."

Do people feel they might be testing God when they ask for inspiration?

Why does the bible say? "Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things, which knowest not.
JEREMIAH 33:3

And if God/ Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever (Hebrews 13:8) and God has no favorites (Romans 2:11, Acts 10:34) and we are looking at Jeremiah 33:3 then why wouldn't he want to inspire us?

If the men and women of the bible were inspired by what they saw, heard, and experienced from God, are we not to be inspired by God today as well?

The Word of God, the bible, says,  "All Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness; so that the man of God may be adequate, equipped for every good work." 2 TIMOTHY 3:16

If GOD cares and provides for our physical needs then WHY would HE not provide for our SPIRITUAL NEEDS that ignite and fuel our life to do good works?     

If the bible, that is inspired by God..... then is our life not to be inspired and qualified by what the bible says?  Has He not shown the reality of these things in the bible to be true?  Why would he stop?  Why would he not take us DEEPER?

 "But God has given us the revelation of these things through his Spirit, for the Spirit makes search into all things, even the deep things of God." 1 CORINTHIANS 2:10

 Paul writes: "I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his Spirit.  Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong. And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is. May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God.
Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through all generations forever and ever! Amen."  EPHESIANS 3:16-21

Again... the "infinitely more than we might ask or think"

Does this not speak of the empowering or enabling effect of inspiration GOD is to have over our lives? 



Jesus said, "Truly I say to you, unless you are converted and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven." MATTHEW 18:3

When we were small children, nothing seemed impossible or unreachable.  We were inspired so easily.....  Why then in our older ages have we at times accepted human opinion, imaginations, fears... things we can only physically see over what God has said and wants to inspire us to live and be?   
  
How might a child of God be empowered, encouraged and be invigorated and refreshed to live higher then "ordinary" lives?

How might we all reach what we thought was never possible?   How might all Christians step into what God has prepared for them?

 But just as it is written, "THINGS WHICH EYE HAS NOT SEEN AND EAR HAS NOT HEARD, AND which HAVE NOT ENTERED THE HEART OF MAN, ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM."  1 CORINTHIANS 2:9

"For we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do."  EPHESIANS  2:10


Just think, we, God's handiwork....  and God knowing every intimate detail of our "being" has just the  "RIGHT" keys to unlock the inspiration we need "personally" to aspire to His will for our life...
I say "personally" for we are not all the same but we all need God to inspire us in different ways. 

Jesus said, "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."  JOHN 10:10

Think about this for a moment.   Have you asked God to inspire you?   I have asked God to inspire me more.  I know...  As if you and I could ever catch the entire deluge of God's inspiration in the paper cup of our entire being.... but that's precisely the point.

You know this verse......? "..... Thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." Psalm 23:5

 "My cup runneth over".... means to me that God exceeds our expectations in all his goodness, grace and love.

Think about this, Think about David who wrote these words... think about his life.  God inspired Him and through that inspiration gave him encouragement and strength.  He went from a shepherd boy in the field to the king of Israel.     

 "But those who trust in the LORD will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint."  Isaiah 40:31

GOD needs to INSPIRE us.


Saturday, August 02, 2014

Dealing with the Distrubing

Did you know God is the best story teller?  Look at his millions of stories he has written in the pages of time.  And Son like Father.... Jesus, who we are saved by, often told people stories to illustrate biblical truth.

Fiction or not do you believe in the power of stories? Do you believe in what they represent?  Stories pass down history, entertain, teach, and also warn.
 

NOTE: Evil is no stranger to story telling either...  think of the false things of this world... the gossip, lies, deception, and making fun of others and so on.... 

Christians writers often write about such dangers.  J.R.R. Tolkien wrote about a powerful wizard, Saruman in the Lord of the Rings who was seduced into serving evil and darkness.   King Theoden of Rohan who became powerless as he was poisoned and bewitched with words of his chief adviser Grima Wormtongue.  The drawf King Thror seduced by arrogance and riches of gold.  And who can forget the murderous riddling Gollum filled with deception, rage, and greed, who probably would have never become so if he hadn't laid eyes on that "single" ring.   

C.S. Lewis also wrote about evil in the beloved stories of "The Chronicles of Narnia".  Where the children not only face the evils in Narnia but the hidden evils in themselves such as pride, greed, and covetousness.
 
The bible (not fictional) speaks of many accounts of those tricked, seduced, and tempted into acts of evil.

Adam and Eve.... to King Saul and King David..... to Judas who saw the miracles and heard the life giving words of the Lord Jesus Christ yet betrayed him for the temporary pleasures of thirty pieces of silver.  These warnings echo off and reflect off the pages of bible for us today that we might heed them seriously.  

We expect evil from the world but in some ignorance or naive or absent minded thinking- we, the body of Christ, think we are immune to disturbing acts in our midst but in a sad reality we are not. 

The bible speaks of those falling away.  It speaks of those seduced into acts of evil.  It speaks of wolves amongst the sheep.   It speaks of chaff and tares among the wheat.  It speaks of false teachers and prophets. It speaks of goats and sheep
  
But as the song goes...  "Don't Dream It's Over." (Sixpence None the Richer.)

Dealing with the Disturbing:

Jesus said "I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world." John 16:33

How we forget... this world/ life which can have some mighty disturbing and heartbreak moments is only temporary.   

How we forget...  Satan, the prince of this world, the same serpent who poisoned those in the past is still working hard today.  And like a defeated prideful vengeful foe he awaits to give a strike with a devastating blow.  
 
How we forget...

Psalm 35:5 says, "Let them be like chaff in the wind, with the angel of the LORD driving them away." 

Psalm 37:10 says, "A little while, and the wicked will be no more; though you look for them, they will not be found.

Symptoms

I don't know about you but the most disturbing acts are NOT mistakes or momentary moments of lack of judgement BUT these willful deeds of evil by people who consider themselves Christians.  Evil so dark it is disturbing.   Evil that doesn't make any type of sense.  Evil that is just plain evil.  Evil that does not seek forgiveness or help but intentionally stays away from the light and continues to live in ignorance and practice evil.  Spiritually they have crept to the dark side of the moon.

When you hear of disturbing things, how do you react
  • Do you become more protective, wary, or distrustful?
  • Do you become more vigilant both outside and outside the church especially for your children and other people's children?
  • Do you pay attention to those nagging feelings and/or the Spirit of God- saying less and observing more? 
  • Do you ask why? 
I find the questions that arise  -will never be answered or never be answered to our liking.  

We can ask these questions until we can be SO overwhelmed.... that we start to forget to look up.   We start to look at everything with blinders--- where we see everything horizontally and very little on a vertical.   We can be so much on our guard that we aren't paying attention to what God wants us to say and do.  Preoccupation is one of the greatest tactics of the devil to stop God's work from being done and it seems he knows precisely when to let these things come to light.

People can become disillusioned because of what they have heard....  Some want to retreat deep within ourselves.....  Others might become more suspicious, not wanting to take a chance to reach out and become a friend to anyone seeing people as unpredictable and untrustworthy.   Then there are others who want to lash out and take vengeance.

Sin is often like spiritual vomit.  Just hearing about it makes one feel sick. 

The only thing I find most helpful when I hear of these disturbing things is taking them to the Lord. 

The Fallen

2 Peter 2:20-22 says "If they have escaped the corruption of the world by knowing our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and are again entangled in it and are overcome, they are worse off at the end than they were at the beginning. It would have been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than to have known it and then to turn their backs on the sacred command that was passed on to them.  [To love the Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul and all your strength.]  Of them the proverbs are true: “A dog returns to its vomit,”and, “A sow that is washed returns to her wallowing in the mud."

I have seen from what appears -the well seasoned, well versed, to the outwardly assured of faith fall into worse shape then those who never professed Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.

Some I have pitied and some I have had to just "let go" and "distant" myself from- these are the ones who usually disappear.  

Some had us fooled.... Others... we might of had a feeling that something about them never sat right inside of us.  But when their evil deeds were exposed we all felt some kind of burden.....

The fallen, lost the snares of sin don't realize the pleasures of sin are fleeting... they are but a season.  They don't care or realize their millstone dropped in the pond of faith effects everyone. 

What Scripture says about those unwilling to turn from sin:

"hand this man over to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, so that his spirit may be saved on the day of the Lord." 1 Corinthians 5:5 

"Alexander the copper smith did me much harm; the Lord will repay him according to his deeds." 2 Timothy 4:14
  
Seeing fallen souls reminds us to be secure not in any means of our own -but be solely secure in God/Jesus Christ. 

Hebrews says, "Be careful then, dear brothers and sisters.  Make sure your own hearts are not evil and unbelieving, turning you away from the living God.  You must warn each other every day, as long as it is called, "today" so that none of you will be deceived by sin and hardened against God.   For if we are faithful to the end, trusting God just as firmly as when we first believed, we will share in all that belongs to Christ.  

But never forget this warning: 'Today you must listen to his voice.  Don't harden your hearts against him as Israel did when they rebelled.'  And who were those people who rebelled against God, even though they heard his voice?  Weren't they the ones Moses lead out of Egypt? And made God angry for forty years?  Wasn't it the people who sinned, whose bodies fell in the wilderness? And to whom was God speaking when he vowed that they would never enter his place of rest?  He was speaking to those who disobeyed him.   So we see that they were not allowed to enter his rest because of their unbelief.  God's promise of entering his place of rest still stands, so we ought to tremble with fear that some of you might fail to get there.  For this Good News- that God has prepared a place of rest- has been announced to us just as it was to them.  But it did them no good because they didn't believe what God told them.  For only we who believe can enter his place of rest.  As for those who didn't believe, God said, 'In my anger I made a vow: 'They will never enter my place of rest,' even though his place of rest has been ready since he made the world." Hebrews 3:12-4:3  

Note the writer isn't writing to those of the world but people in the church.  He saying you Christians, who have seen the mercies, miracles, signs and wonders of God, could easily fall into sin just as Israel -who also so the miracles and powers of God.  Look what happened to them because of sin... they never entered the promise land but their bodies fell in the wilderness.        

"In the fear of the LORD there is strong confidence, And his children will have refuge. The fear of the LORD is a fountain of life, That one may avoid the snares of death.…" Proverbs 14:26-27     

People say.... "They knew God's word." But how many times have we heard stories of people knowing God's word but it having no effect on their life....?  I find most often these people are reckless with God's word and swing it in any way they want.    Just because they know all the right words be careful - the devil knew all the right words as well.  He comes to steal, kill and destroy in lies, deception and manipulation.   

Some know the word of God but do not know it as they ought to know it.

Seeds in a package do nothing until they are put in the ground and watered.   We may know the words of the bible "mentally" but have we sought God to the empower and nurture those words within us with a relationship with Him keeping the spiritual fire burning within us?    

".... Knowledge makes arrogant but love edifies.  If anyone supposes that he knows anything he has not yet known as he ought to know, but if anyone loves God, He is known by Him." 1 Corinthians 8:1-3
 
Knowledge without the empowering nurturing love that comes from above- is what?  What does 1 Corinthians 13 say?  It is a waste, it is no good to anyone, and even can be dangerous.  It even a false sense of security.     

For I say to every man that is among you, through the grace given unto me, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think soberly according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.  Romans 12:3
  
"Soberly"... right now means to me..... seeing our need in God. 

Our Need
  
Jesus said, "God bless those who realize their need for him, for the Kingdom of Heaven is given to them."

In every instance, do we realize our need for God?

What is the spiritual distance we stand from God- figuratively?  Is he before us, behind us.... beside us?  Is he even there at all?   Do we think we got "it" all taken care of...?  I sure don't!

Scripture says we are complete in Christ.  That is Man (6) + God (1) = 7.  Seven represents completeness.      

God works through the Spirit ----touching and teaching our soul ----guiding the mind and body.   BUT it is not how the world operates which is manipulated from the outside. 

Then he answered and spoke unto me, saying, “This is the word of the Lord unto Zerubbabel, saying, ‘Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ saith the Lord of hosts.  Zechariah 4:6

"This is what the LORD says: "Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the LORD." Jeremiah 17:5

A man who turns away from God isn't complete.... he is always looking for completion or satisfaction within himself or from world.  

HOW is it that we think we can save ourselves or be self-sufficient when God is the one who saved us, transforms us and makes and prepares and encourages our way? He is the one who completes us. 

Does self-sufficiency fit into Micah 6:8? 
  
He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, and to love kindness and mercy, and to humble yourself and walk humbly with your God? Micah 6:8

  • Does self-sufficiency fit into a lump of clay on a potter's wheel or is the lump transformed when the Creator is working on and in as it sits on the potter's wheel?

"Yet you, LORD, are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand." Isaiah 64:8


We are not our own.... we were never designed to be self- sufficient- self-sufficiency grows from the idea of arrogance and thinking more highly of ourselves then we should.  For God is and was always to be our strength and source of encouragement. 

  • Does self-sufficiency fit into a child? A child depends on their parents to fulfill their needs.  We as children of God are to depend on God from salvation to the rest of life.

He (Jesus) called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. And he said: Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Matthew 18:2-3
 
  • How about branches?

"Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches.  Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit.  For apart from me you can do nothing.  Anyone who parts from me is thrown away like a useless branch and withers.  Such branches are gathered into a pile to be burned.  But if you stay joined to me and my words remain in you, you may ask any request you like, and it will be granted!" John 15:5-7

It is HIM not us.

Remain

Jesus said, “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?"  Matthew 6:25-27
  
Who is holding the burden?  I tend to worry and get anxious over a lot of stuff because I am holding the burden instead of giving it to God who liberates me in His love.  I see no point, and get exhausted and frustrated and let thoughts and imaginations run rampant when I don't trust or rely on God who wants me to accept and embrace His love.  

For a few of us ... arrogance is not our problem.   But we just forget how precious we are to God so we allow life to bully us.   So often this world makes people feel unimportant or unworthy and not good enough.  We have to be reminded it's Him... He is the one who counts.  It's not us or anyone else.   

Perhaps "nothing" truly is good enough and that is precisely why Jesus came.  He came to fulfill all our shortcomings in all the measures and depths of this short existence we have on this planet.  We all fall short of God's glorious standard and obviously we all don't have the means on our own to find and live a good and satisfying life.  Once again he came to complete what was incomplete. 

Jesus says, ".... Remain in my love, just as I obey my Father and remain in his love.  I have told you this so that you will be filled with my joy.  Yes, your joy will overflow!  John 15:9-11

Knowing the Power of the Good News 
  
"For Christ didn't send me to baptize, but to preach the Good News- and not with clever speech, for fear that the cross of Christ would lose its power. " 

THink of it... the power of knowing what comes through the cross of Christ.   

If we really took everything in.... the magnitude and scope of what we are given through the Cross of Jesus Christ we would be so amazed.   

But to the world who doesn't realize this .... it is not just imaginable but foolish.... Because they are closed off by their cynical minds.  

It was through God's love the scales fell from our eyes, the heart was changed and we were set free.......   The door of light was revealed to us and we took it, setting in motion new understanding and realities of words written over thousands of years before our time.     
 
1 Corinthians 1 says "But to those called by God to salvation, both Jew and Gentile, Christ is the power of God and the wisdom of God."

He is the author and finisher of our story and in the words of Paul.... "As a result, no one can ever boast in the presence of God. 

To those not decided... "Let go and Let God."

For Jesus said, "For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it." Matthew 16:25