A “positive” perspective takes effort. There are so many things that want to
draw our attention to the negatives- from social apps, mainstream media, people
we come in contact with but negativity can come from us as well.
While growing up I dreaded school more then most. Anxiety would race through my body even
before my ear piercing alarm would go off. No amount of studying seemed to calm the apprehension of a
test or quiz day. Change brought nervousness
and queasiness. Failure brought
depression and frustration.
Today I have to make an effort to be sociable with large
groups of people. I seem to be an
observer of people. I often pay
close attention to people’s verbal tones and actions. I still collect people’s actions like data- especially where
I sense tension or some kind of judgment towards me.
In these cases I have to fight the urge to withdraw. I have to fight sinking into the
quicksand condemnation. I
have to let go of “feeling less” then….
I always felt different and to this day I still sometimes
feel awkward around others. My
mind at times seems to fail me -shutting my access off to its’ vocabulary banks
where I easily forget people’s names and words causing conversation blunders.
Assessing these matters, I have pondered if these insufficiencies
and failures have strengthened me in a strange way- where I have had to yield
myself to God’s abounding grace instead of what wants to impede and deter from
“higher/constructive” perspectives.
It takes work to not fall into the habitual practices of the
past. It is probably one of the
most difficult things we can do- to learn to submit, let go and accept God’s
authority over our life so we can walk in the resilient buoyancy of God.
Paul wrote, “To this end also we pray for you always, that our God will count you worthy of your calling, and fulfill every desire for goodness and the work of the faith with power.” 2 Thessalonians 1:11 NASB
We often look at out our calling in a broad sense but our
calling is also “intimate” and “eternal”.
If you are a Christian, your calling is being a child of God. There is no higher calling. It is allowing to God to empower you in
all things great and small in the day… no matter in success or failure,
sickness or good health, richer or poorer, older for older and so on…
Our calling is believing that God is the author and finisher
of our faith… He helps us become
conquers over the old habits of self and the hindrances of this world. We put our hard “investment/effort/work/”
into trusting that the LORD is LORD of our life.
And in return for our hard mental work: Life has… goodness
because He is LIFE, which is our higher perspective/power amongst everything
else.
Think of all the benefits there are to your soul, mind and body in living in our calling.